It never occurred to me...
It never occurred to me
When you made me promise never to leave you
I should have made the same request
I see all of you, the light and the darkness
I love, and will love, all of you forever
I promised
In the end I did my best
My chapter in your book of life is lost, as if it never existed
Or was a vicious pest
People thought us an unlikely couple
Couldn’t fathom the connection
Thought it was a jest
They could not understand, we offered each other protection
We made a nest
I guess they knew all along what I refused to see
I was confused
There was no such thing
As you and me
Now I wrestle my grief into a coffin of spiritual fitness
Every moment stands as a witness
“Crazy man,” they whisper, “he thought she loved him back.”
Only seeing in me, something I lack
But I will not hang my head in shame
I kept my promise, I passed the test
My heart I did not guard
And my love I gave, without reserve
In the end, it was far far more
So much more than you deserved